I've been off for a while, due to the fact that my school has given me a load of work, and I was stressing out for two weeks or three. The stress got to the point where I became physically sick, and my headaches increased. I came down with a Stomach virus none to long ago, and got over it after three sickening days of vomiting and fatigue. Then I was diagnosed with something sprained in my knee, & I haven't gotten my pain medication yet, & have to wear a uncomfortable brace. My legs have been sore, and gone numb every one in a while from the over-use of both. Including the pulling feeling in my sprained knee that makes my whole right leg tender and brings alot of ice cold burning pain. Then I got into a fight with my mother, due to my oh-so-great low self-esteem. I think that argument hurt the most, my mother thought I wouldn't care if she died..and that was a low blow. Saying your daughter has issues, and that I'm not the daughter she deserved nearly killed me. She didn't care, and I was left to my insanity..I try to be positive..but nothing in this world is positive. All there is, is pain, pain, and more pain. I'm glad to have those dear to me, and they know who they are. I love you all so much, you're my role models, and a surrogate family.
All the love with my glass heart,